Monday, December 7, 2009

Church Life

Last weekends, a family from singapore came to visit malacca. I have spent a wonderful saturday with this family. I am assigned as a tour guide to bring them to tour around malacca. We went to Madam King, to look for clothings as the sister wanna to get some shirts for the three months training in Sibu..Praise the Lord! What is her name already, erm,....lee yong she.....Bro Jimmy and his family indeed no interested in all the famous attraction here as they came to malacca b4....hence we went Parkson (MP) and the sister bought another shirt there...later we had our lunch at jonker street....asam laksa with durian cendol...yummy...later we went san shu gong to buy some biscuits and junk foods....also buy some soveniours and pineapple tarts before we leave....at night, Bro Jimmy bought us a dinner at xing's garden at bukit beruang, together with sis liew, Bro Harry, Singray, Hea Choon, Bro Wong from Ipoh....indeed the food was extremely delicious......On the Lord's day after Lord's table meeting, sis Liew brought the brothers to pc fair....it was a grand one and a great one..my brother worked part time there for 3 days...Bro Yan Herng and me bought hard disc with attractive price....External hard disc, western digital of 320GB, with a casing and a porch only RM219....and internal hard disc of 808GB only RM200..... no money already...this whole month will fast and eat maggie mee only....haha....

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

SIster Zhen Wen

Dearest sister Zhen Wen from the youth in malacca has joined the 1 month training in Miri. Her condition is not so good as she experience something extraordinary that she has never experienced before. These are the attacks from satan. She can't really cope well at the training center and finally falls sick. She had pain everywhere, her back, her neck and her hand. After seeing some doctors, she is found with twisted bone at the back which caused her backache. Hence, she needs immediate treatment. Poor thing, suffer a lot over there and crying wanna go back home. She is so stubborn that all the serving ones cannot do anything with her. We just can pray for her...nothing much we can do. Hope the Lord has mercy on her and strengthen her into her inner man. We also hope that she can recover soon and get into the training. Hope this training can have a change in her life. All we can do is just pray and pray again...hope she can get well soon and smile at everyone!

The Greatest Mystery in the Universe - Christ and the Church as the Gispel of God

Just attended an on-jobbers perfecting training in Bahau last Saturday and Lord's day.. The meeting was an enjoyable one with few burdens from our brother Shen Xi. Firstly, we need to know the greatest mystery in the universe, that is Christ and the Church as the gospel of God and be proclaimers of the gospel to whole inhabited earth. So today we need to bear the responsibilities and burdens for the gospel and preach the gospel at our own localities. Secondly, we need to see the history of the church throughout the past 20 centuries as revealed in the book of Revelation, Lord's speaking to the seven churches. We also need to see the revelation of the great image as revealed in the book of Daniel concerning the history and administration of human's ruling on this earth. Hence, we need to see the divine history within the human history. This is the aspect of the church. May the Lord gain us and open our eyes to see the vision of the church. Thirdly, we need to become today's overcomers to overcome the present evil age and the degradation of the church. What is overcomer? Brother said, when people don't go for meeting you go; when people don't pray you pray; when people don't serve you serve. This is overcomer. We need to choose or want to be today's overcomers. Else, God will bypass us and raise up others to coordinate with Him in His economy. May the Lord had mercy on us. Make us overcomers, to turn the age and bring the Lord's back. Brother also used all the scriptures in Revelation chapter 1, 2 and 3 to reveal to us the condition of each of the church and the rewards to those who overcomes. So brothers and sisters, let's get ourselves prepared NOW and build up the Body of Christ, for His coming back. Amen, Hallelujah!

Something gets very wrong!

These few months my sickness is getting worse and worse, physically and psychologically... I can't stand the inner pleasure from my research work as I really feel helpless in this field. My dream cannot be realized just because I need to finish my contract with TM. I wanna join the two years training, I wanna be a teacher, I wanna venture myself into the business. .. but unfortunately, I am still here in MMU, doing something that I doesn't like. The lecturers never want to teach you, just ask u to read more books, colleagues doesn't offer any help as well...Some may look down on ppl...this is wat I don like.....everyday I scare to wake up in the morning...scare to go to the office, seeing everyone busy with their work, looks so professional and I do not know anything about the research...shame on you, Philip. In a nutshell, my physical body easily gets tired...heartbeats increasing, headache, gastric, no energy throughout the whole day, feel sleepy, pain everywhere...everyone says it is a sickness of laziness... how true is that I dunno... but I know I need medical check up soon....

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Nervous

Countdown 1 hour and 45 minutes...monthly progress update meeting approaches again....well, every month i will have a nightmare as my progress in my research is relatively slow.... dunno when can finish my master and join the 2 years training? I can only depend on the Lord and pray to Him, " Lord, be my strength and everything in my life. Have more Grace and show your mercy to me.." Ganbatte, Philip!

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

headache...

Recently i have frequent headaches.... sometimes the whole world is turning upside down...my case is becoming worse...sudden blackout also happened once in a while, but just for a few seconds only....start to worry about my health....I still wanna be used by the Lord...must know how to take care...just that sometimes the rebellion factors in my natural flesh stopped me from what I supposed to do.. e.g: It's time to sleep but the body cannot submit to the mind...still watch tv..surfing net or chatting until middle of the night...I give up! I myself sure will be defeated by Satan easily....have to depend on the Lord to do watever He desires....a homework to learn throughout my life...Submissive/obey to the inner sense of life (God's speaking within us)...I touched Bro Andrew Yu's message (message 3) in the past video training....he asked us, "what is the last time u say sorry to the Lord for not been submissive?"... His words really enlighten me, shines upon me that I really need to repent before the Lord..."Lord, I just turn my whole being to u. Take away all the veils in my heart so that I can see the revelation in the entire Bible. Lord I just focus on u and your economy. Lord, I love you!" my prayer....Amen!

Beware of different teachings!!! It's poisonous...

This morning as I just stepped out from my house, two women approached me....both holding umbrellas in their hands...Before they voiced out their intention, deep in my heart sensed something gonna be wrong...JEHOVAH WITNESSES!.....Well, not free to have a long conversation with them (of coz shouldnt be as well)....They just passed me two books to be read, the content is just some social problems occurred in the society, crimes, internet....for me, all these are too swallow....Especially the messages from Summer training 2009, "The gospel of God"....The truth in the Lord's Recovery is much more higher than all those different teachings around us...so be watchful...Today in my morning revival I enjoyed the gospel of God is the totality of the divine truth, the fulfillments of the old testament and the revelation according to the mystery: Christ as the mystery of God and the church as the mystery of Christ....What a marvellous truth that we have in the the Lord's recovery! Hallelujah!!!
today another very sien day....cant get the result i wanna...oscilloscope becomes a hot item in the lab...3 ppl wanna use at the same time...wat to do...let them use first lo...but friday is my deadline...how to come out with the result?...headache!!

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

~Putrajaya Trip~


My training course at Putrajaya on last July...The night scenery is very nice there but is quite a boring place to stay there long term....Not much variety, all malay food and is very inconvenient to travel as it is an isolated place, in the middle of the jungle, i guess...haha! Luckily just one week there...else i will surely get mad!Fortunate enough to meet some of my alpha friends...Alex, Jian Wei (potatoman), Charm...and some of the brothers and sisters there....Really miss them now....:)

~Campus blending conference at PJ~


This is the 5th time I attended the campus blending conference. Is so good and the messages are so wonderful....The gospel of God...I touch Matthew 24:14 : "And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in the whole inhabited earth for a testimony to all the nations, and then the end will come."...Brothers and sisters, let us go forth to preach, announce and proclaim the gospel to our friends, relatives, classmates, colleagues......May the Lord bless us...This is the photo taken with all the brothers and sisters from Miri....Hallelujah, we are one!

Working life....

Erm...working life is very sien....for those who still study, pls treasure your student's life especially campus's life....this friday another meeting...tension....actually no interest in my current job...just kill the time only...what to do? Life is life....:(

~1st blog ever~

Finally i can have my own blog now....From now on, I'll update all my stories on this new blog. Just that somehow i am lazy to post anything sometimes...blek! Well, let's go........:)